It's been awhile. So long that I actually couldn't find the italic button for like 5 minutes.
I wish I had words to explain my absence, besides just being too busy. I actually have been extremely busy, but it's been more than that.
I tend to be an all or nothing type of do-er. I hate rushing through things and feeling like I'm trying to cram it all in. The blog part of my life felt like that for the last 5 months or so. I'd still open it up and peak into most of your
But I'm realizing that my all or nothing personality hinders me. It doesn't have to be that way.
I haven't talked to my sister in months.
I've been busy and I want to give her my time and energy and a clear head and right now I don't have any of that. But maybe all she's needed is an I love you.
I haven't written here because I can't seem to have one inspirational thought that makes any sort of sense and I really don't want to talk about my life as I feel so confused about where I'm at right now. But maybe all I needed to write was a scripture for the day, tell you all to have a great day, or write down that small funny thing one of my daughters did.
I don't have to give my all, only what I have.
gonna go write my sister now. And maybe leave a comment or two.